Tuesday, 28 June 2011


Funny how two people meet
Eye to eye contact, hi and hello, get contact numbers, exchange quotes and messages, even dropping calls, asking how the day was,giving you a lift, talk till dawn, having meals together.
Seems so perfect right?
but try to look deeper, was there a time they talked about how they really feel for each other? Not at all, right?
because a set up like this, is all about playing safe.
In life, you will realize that the people you meet have a purpose, some were put there to test you, some would use you, some would teach you, and some would bring out the best in you. Some may cause you pain but you'll learn to move on. So let go of the people who can't treat you right & hold on to those who love you back and see your worth.
Don't let someone be a priority in your life when your just an option in theirs.
Waiting for someone you love is never easy, especially when s/he is not aware that you’re waiting.

Wednesday, 15 June 2011

Blessing in Diguise

"If this is a blessing, it is certainly very well disguised "

We are blessed everyday with many good things. However, we often forget about them. We only focus on the bad things that happened to us all day long. Let's say, today, we are blessed with ten things that are good. We are so happy about them. However, there is one thing so disappointing that happened later in the day and we tend to focus on that one disappointing thing till we forget about the ten good things we had received earlier. Have we pondered why that one disappointing thing happened to us? Maybe it is a reminder to us that we do not forget there are so many people in the world who are suffering from even more disappointing things compared to us.
I often think of life as a rotating wheel. Sometimes we are up and sometimes we are down. I look at this as a natural process of life. Can you find somebody who is always happy without sadness throughout his/her life? Or can you show me somebody whose life is always sad without happiness at all?
The important thing in life is not whether you have more sadness or more happiness. What we need to learn is to have the endurance to go through all the sad times and count our blessings when we have happy moments. You can always ask yourself this question. What are the good things behind each disappointment? What can you learn from it? Remember there is always a blessing in disguise in whatever happens to us. If you think this way, whatever misfortune befalls, you will not be so bitter. 

"The most beautiful thing in the world is not to be seen with eyes, not to be heard with ears but only to be felt in heart "  

Monday, 6 June 2011

Even Love is Helpless

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

The Test

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics and loyalty. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is more important than the real world out there. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I can! Do you?

Life is tough it is tough for the seeing and it is even tougher for the blind. In short, life is tough for everyone because life is full of unforeseen obstacles and adversities. However, every human being is born with a special gift to win over life’s battles. You have this gift. And I have this gift as well. One important lesson my parents taught have given us is the spirit to live to win. Never say die under any circumstances. As the going gets tough, the tough gets going. This is the legacy that I want to pass on to others.
One of the most important positive phrases we must all say to ourselves  is “I can”.  This phrase was in my heart and mind until the day I can’t do anymore. Meant die? I then started to say myself “I can’t” because I’m too weak. Ever since that day, I have to reassure myself that “I can” do many things even though I’m weak. 
Do you say to yourself “I can” in any new things that you attempt? Or do you say “I can’t”? Henry Ford said : “If you think you can do a thing  or you can’t do a thing, you’re right”.
We are often faced or caught in a situation of doubt. Actually, there are things that we can do but without thinking we just say “I can’t”. We are conditioned in such a way that it is easier to say “I can’t” than “I can”. Probably this is due to the nature of our society which does not promote the attitude of “I can”. We do not reward those who do it but instead we punish them by giving them more to do. We reward those who say “I can’t” by not giving them more to do.
In reassuring myself that I still can do many things in life such as speaking in English in front of my classmate even though  they don’t know what’s the meaning and can’t get what I’m saying to them but I forced myself to do it and say “I can”. Then I need to explain to my friends in Malay. Well I’m still learning English as my major language cause I want to learn more and more about it. I knew my grammar was horrible but I still want to learn. I realized that not everybody can speak in English even though they can do it. If we really want to do something, we can have the attitude of “I can”.
Begin to develop the attitude of “I can” and start to live a truly abundant life. There is no limit to what you can do. You can do almost anything if you have the attitude of “I can”. If I ask you whether you can speak in English very fluently and your answer is surely “I can’t”. Actually, you can. But how?
Firstly, you must flow away the belief that “I can’t” speak in English and what is the way to improve it. Secondly, find out how you can learn English and method to learn it fastest by understand the meaning and try to speaks with your family or close one. Thirdly, practice it every day and the more you practice the better you become. This is true for doing anything in life. If you have the attitude of “I can” then you will be able to accomplish many successes in your life.
When I think “I can” I’m all out to face the problems, obstacles, or difficulties in achieving my goals. I will develop solutions easily because of my positive attitude. However, when I think “I can’t” I’m negative and thus shut down the creative power of the mind to come out with solutions and that is when I focus on the problems, obstacles or difficulties and perceive them even bigger. So tell yourself  as many times as possible, “I can”, “I can”, “I can”! Until you truly believe that “you can”.
Hihi awesomeness! :D


(I’ll keep updating this until it reaches number 100 lol. Just whenever i think of something to write even if its random)
1. This blog is still under construction (Still figuring this thing out and still need to get help from experts lol) so don’t judge if its not as good as others.
2. Tumblr and Twitter are the only sites I have for public, And I only have ONE of each.
3. I have a facebook (well everyone does anyway) but its on private. FYI: I only have ONE. No public accounts.
Reguarding posers, here’s how to tell if it’s a fake one:
- If it happens to add you even if we’re complete strangers then that isn’t me.
- If it uses crazy, weird shortcut names such as NazZ, NazRatul, N.Fareha and whatsoever. Can you noot lol
- If it talks pervert such as 'hello babe, lets do it" HAHAHAHA (but seriously)
- If it chats you. cause im usually snobbish haha
- If her posts are full of herself. I do not boast whatever things I have.
- If it has a thousand and more friends (I don’t have that much friends)
- If it uses my old friendster or myspace pictures HAHA wth move on people HAHA i don’t even keep those anymore.
4. I DO NOT play online games like ragnarok dota and whatsoeveer. Some people create an account with my name :| I do not know anything about those stuff.
5. Im not noisy girl or messy one, I’m just usually quiet. I’m not loud. Sorry if I look a little snobby haha well I’m actually nice (at least I think I am)
6. I’m not good at remembering faces unless I’ve been with you a couple of times. Forgive me but im trying haha
7.  I don’t wear make up most of the time and usually im under dressed  :) but of course i do dress up at events.
8. I love bread and chocs. Random much :)) (I love toast, baguettes, pizza crusts, burger buns, panini breads, tortillas, forrero rochers, cadberry, and anything with flour or chocs I guess. I don’t know why I love em but i do hahaha)
9. I’m a kid at heart. I’m a Nick and Disney girl. I still enjoy watching fireworks at night, light parades,live shows and I still get excited seeing mascots lol. Also, I will never grow tired of watching 90’s cartoons and tv shows!
11. I do not date, text, go out with people I meet online!! I don’t and I won’t ever in my life will. Online dating/relationship is a NO NO for me. You cannot be my boyfriend if we haven’t seen each other personally.
12. I don’t text a lot. (well, conditions apply) Every one knows I am too lazy HAHA I reply sometimes when im not lazy, if its needed, If im meeting you or if i haven’t seen you in quite a while. I don’t know but I’d rather chat or talk to people personally rather that texting&calling. Also, I always leave my phone somewhere so forgive me for late replies :))
13. I do not post any porn pictures. Some people have bikini pictures covering the face or facing the back. Well that’s not me but anyway you can go ahead and post that as long as it’s sexy ;)
14. I’m not a party person. I don’t drink or smoke. I don’t stay out too late coz I have curfews.
15. I always choose to ignore negative comments and reactions rather than answering back.

Well I am who I am :)


Hello guys! Well I wanna share you guys some of my heaven that I called 'Home sweet home'. Hihi this is where I was born and grew up till I'm 20years old now. Haih feeling older now :(
 Wee I love my house and of course my stuffs. Lets check it out my sweet home :)
 See my awesome house! Hihi just infront of view. Im lazy to take the whole picture of my house. Haha how is it? Nice aye? :D
 This is I called 'Teratak'. Well my niece's fav place to play around :P
 Lets gardening! Haha this is I called 'Mom Garden'. My fav place cause I love gardening with my mommy when I'm free :)
 Yezza! Paddy field! Haha behind my house! It was so nice seeing birds fly :D
Coconut tree and paddy field! Awesome! :P
 Home theater! My fav place too! I can playing games using PS3, playing dvd, Watching cartoons and Listening to music :D

Then last but not least, of course my pet! Haha I loves my cutie mutie Hamster so much! Everyday I was checking it out to make sure my Hamster very good in health and keep it clean :)
 Woot woot my cutie mutie Hamster! xD

Sunday, 5 June 2011

Girls Day Out!

Hey peeps! Well on saturday I was hanging out to go Malacca with my sister 'Hana' and my niece 'Nurul'. We was walking on the streets and then passing by the mall. Hihi it was nice seeing some tourists especially the handsome guys and pretty girls. Hahaha very nice aye? Well Im kinda loves that looking people's behaviour :P
Then we went to Kenny Rogers cause my sister was starving and she didn't take her breakfast yet. 
Yummy! This is my sister's food lol 'Quater meal chicken black pepper and coke'. See she ate a lots :P
Ah ha this is my drink! 'Iced lemon tea' :D
Well this is my food 'Country garlic soup with garlic bread'! Yummeh :P

Then on sunday, we went out again with my neighbour that I called sister. So we went to BIMC mean Bowling International Malacca Club! Haha we was playing 3 games yo! Im freaking tired :(
And my sister was won! Yeah I knew she's the pro one and I just the beginner! Haha who cares aye? As long I'm happy when playing it :D
Hihi playing bowling on the weekend just awesome! And it was part of my life now :P