I got to go!

Helloooo peeps! Hmm what's up? Sorry I've been so busy lately! I have no more time to blog here. My final exam just around the corner. Kinda worried about it. I just pray for it and hopefully I can pass all the subjects. This is killing me man. Somehow I just want to give up but I do follows my heart and won't complain or give up anymore. Thanks god I still got 'Inspired person' in my life who always support me from behind. I remember awakening one morning and finding everything smeared with the color of forgotten love. I examine my own being, and find there a world, but a world rather of imagination and dim desires, than of distinctness and living power. Then everything swims before my senses, and I smile and dream while pursuing my way through the world. Life will never be perfect, no matter how hard you try. Even if you pour your heart and soul into it, you will never have that perfection you seek. There will always be broken hearts, there will always be days where nothing goes right. But I have accepted and learned that even the most imperfect things will always be made better with love, laughter, and joy. What can I do with my happiness? How can I keep it, conceal it, bury it where I may never lose it? I want to kneel as it falls over me like rain, gather it up with lace and silk, and press it over myself again.

When I wake up, I have to remember all over again that my dreams are not real and that reality is not a dream. I would much rather have regrets about not doing what people said, than regretting not doing what my heart led me to and wondering what life had been like if I’d just been myself. I am both happy and sad and I am still trying to figure out how that could be. Nothing in this world that’s worth having comes easy.

:')

The truth

People are only Human

At times of frustration and disappointment with people, a friend of mine utters, "Human beings, what a strange concept!". The world would be definitely be a much better place. Being in touch with reality means accepting that other people are only human. They are not perfect. Our failure to remember this can cause us a great deal of frustration and dejection. We expect people especially our friends and relatives to be without flaws. Our expectations of other people are what we allow to hurt us in the end. People have many shortcomings that surface unexpectedly from time to time.

Are you wrong in saying that many human beings can be quite ignorant? Apparently not! Ignorance is never out of style. It was in fashion yesterday, it is the rage today, and it will set the pace tomorrow. You will inevitably find that many people will hurt you in the event you let them. Certain critics will try to burst your bubble and knock you off your cloud. They will try to interfere with your plans and projects even when they have no direct interest in them. While you are trying to light the fire in your life, someone will try to put it out for you.

There are many more frustrating human traits. Friends and relatives will let you down, even though you just directed several special favors their way. You will find that many people don't play by the same rules as you. Some will drive you crazy because they change theirs minds from one minute to the next. You and I agree that there are even certain people on this earth who probably shouldn't be here.

But keep in mind that the roles are often reversed. You are also human and you will occasionally, or even regularly, let other people down. You will screw up and you will do dumb things and you will upset others. You won't meet someone else's high standards regardless of how hard you work at it. 

You can accept that rocks are hard and water is wet. Then make allowances for the fact that people are only human. If they weren't, life would be different. Reality dictates that you or I can't change human nature. People are what they are and not what we think they should be. Sure, many people are more dishonest, rude, unreasonable, inconsiderate, and ignorant than you either me. That's just the way it is.

P/s Spend a lot less time judging people to determine what they are doing wrong. You have more important things to do with your life! Leave the judging of people! 

Sincerely,
Nazz

Again

Nobody

There are no guarantees in life.

You don't really know where a road will lead you until you take it. There isn't any guarantees. This is one of the most important things that you need to realize about life and the choices you will make. Nobody said that choosing to do the right thing all the time will always lead you to happiness. Loving someone with all your heart does not guarantee that it would be returned from the other person. Gaining fame and fortune does not guarantee happiness. There are too many possible outcomes, which you really can't control. The only thing you have power over is the decisions that you will make, and how you will act and react to different situations.


Sincerely,
Nazz

Stressed Out

Helloooo peeps! Lately, I've been busy and stressed out with my studies. Surprisingly enough, I started to think about a lot of things, and many things came to light. Then I got fever, sore throat and sore body. TOTALLY sucks! Although bogged down with the busy lifestyle I have at the moment, I actually quite enjoy it. Taking 11 subjects per semester and 6 final is no easy work. But this exactly the motivation that I need to keep pushing myself. Life would be meaningless without motivation. 

Working hard this year did turn my unsatisfactory results on a flip side to getting a few As. Although I complain sometimes about the workload out of stress, but at least I have proven to myself that I can achieve certain things if I want to. Hard work always pays off and I am very proud of myself.

The road to sucess is cold and bitter but the taste of success is always sweet.  

I just hope the motivation that will push me to reach the extra mile will keep burning like a flame. 

I'm sick :((

Happy New Year!

Hellooooo peeps! Sorry I wasn't able to be write something on blog that much and last night. I hope everyone had an amazing New Years and a safe one. I’m excited about the things that are gonna this year. For me, my blog and I’m excited to hear what my followers are gonna do. I can’t wait to spend another year with my family, friends, and others. Hoping this year will be the great year I ever had aye? “Sometimes our light goes out, but is blown again into instant flame by an encounter with another human being.” -xoxo


Sincerely,
Nazz