What about love

Hello everyone! Hoping and wishing that you guys doing great over there :) . Me? Oh well I’m kicking good here since I was busy with my job’s life. I’d love to talk something about love. Hm I bet everyone has feelings to fall in love right? I think I’m gonna write in Malays. Hehe I know I got problem with grammar sometimes and of course I admit that I was a bit fail to speak or understand in Malay’s language. Pardon me :( . So what’s up love? Means ‘Ada apa dengan cinta’? Ye semua orang akan rasa apa itu cinta, jatuh cinta or cinta pandang pertama. I do feels the same way and still can’t forget love at the sight lol :( .

 Kadang-kadang rasa cinta ini tak wujud. Especially, terjumpa dengan orang yang berlainan darjat or taraf. Ye la ingat senang ke nak bercinta dengan orang jenis ni? Confirm lah parents diaorang akan fikir everything about us. But tak semua orang macam tu kan? Besides, sekarang dah zaman metropolitan. Nobody cares! How about dengan orang sama taraf? Adakah dia akan terima kita seadanya? Perhaps NO! Of course lah ada orang ketiga nanti. Haha okay ni sounds dah macam drama pula kan? Oh well reality kot? Banyak dah contoh yang terjadi. Even myself pun pernah terjadi. Tapi tak semua macam tu juga. As long as kita percaya, jujur, dan setia antara satu sama lain pasti akan kekal selamanya. Walaupun gaduh macam mana pun, kalau kita jujur dengan pasangan kita confirm akan bahagia satu hari nanti. How about me? Hm I’m the type of person yang takut sangat nak bercinta, disakiti dan takut akan sakitkan hati dia. I’d rather hurt myself instead the one I loved. I never confess my feelings even I do like him unless dia yang confess dulu lol. Haha is that bad? No right? Hm I’m just afraid. That’s all. Okay stop telling about myself. Macam mana pula bercinta dengan orang popular atau berbeza personality? What I’m trying to say is we know that we fall in love each other, fight for our love, do everything to make her/him happy then suddenly je dia berubah atau dia sengaja berubah disebabkan dia ada berbagai personality yang kita tak tahu? Wth lah kan? Okay ini namanya ‘unpredictable love’. Bermaksud penat-penat bercinta bagai nak rak tiba-tiba break up. Okay kita buat sebelah lelaki dulu. Lelaki sebenarnya tak nak perempuan yang dia cinta sakit hati or menangis. Bukan apa, perangai perempuan ni kadang-kadang melebih juga. Nanti lelaki cakap sikit pasal ex’s  atau kisah lama dah mula lah si dia merajuk, sakit hati, menangis lah apa. Maaf ye perempuan bukan nazz nak menangkan lelaki tetapi I do feels apa yang diaorg lalui. Lelaki sebenarnya tak tahu nak solve problem bila benda yang dia tak expect tiba-tiba jadi. For example, baru buat surprise untuk dia semalam, tiba-tiba hari ni moody pula. Yang perempuan jangan fikir negative okay? Cuba relax and bagi dia masa. Kadang-kadang kita tak tahu masalah diaorg. Especially bercinta dengan lelaki yang pemalu. Selalunya dia akan diam je but lama-lama okay lah tu. Hah lagi satu perempuan jangan paksa dia untuk ceritakan hal sebenar. Ye motif kita paksa dia bagi tahu sebab kita ambil berat kan? Tapi lelaki tak fikir macam tu. Diaorg akan terasa beban dan takut akan sakitkan hati org yang dia sayang. Diaorg lebih sanggup hilangkan diri selama mungkin. Ego itu mesti ada bagi lelaki. Wajib okay? Sebab tu lah cinta jenis ni memang tak ke mana walaupun ada jodoh. Nama pun ‘unpredictable love’ kan? What to expect lah? Haha apa yang mampu berdoa je lah okay? So sebelah perempuan pula. Memanglah sebagai perempuan sifat sayang kita tu lebih. Of course kita rasa ingin tahu kan kenapa si dia tiba-tiba berubah atau moody semacam je? Padahal kita tak buat salah pun. Okay perempuan sebenarnya susah nak confess perasaan dia sebab takut diri sendiri yang sakit hati tapi lebih baik sakit hati daripada si dia tipu kan? Am I right? Haha siapa yang tak risau kalau lelaki yang dia sayang tiba-tiba berubah or hilang? Macam ada sesuatu je tak kena. Adakah si dia kembali contact dengan ex’s? Adakah dia ada family problem? Atau dia sengaja nak jauhkan diri dia selepas apa yang dia telah buat dekat kita? Hm Nampak tak perbezaan lelaki punya fikiran dengan perempuan? Perempuan more to negative! Haha memang fact pun! :D Tapi perempuan yang jenis sayangkan lelaki tu dia akan tanya cara positif dan akan mengalah. For example, jika lelaki tu ada perempuan lain ke apa atau masalah lain, dia akan mengalah dan bagi nasihat sambil cakap tak apalah mungkin bukan jodoh walaupun dah berusaha. Padahal tiap-tiap malam menangis untuk melepaskan si dia dan nak sedapkan hati kedua-duanya kan? Bengang pun ye juga. Ye la lagi-lagi lelaki tu je yang buatkan kita happy every morning and night or 24/7 lol. Memang susah nak lupakan :( But what to do lah kan? Life’s unfair as we thought lol. So sebagai perempuan, fikir positif! Mungkin kita deserve better or si dia deserve better okay? Be prepare to get hurt if you guys in this kind of love situation!  Biasalah zaman sekarang ni lelaki atau perempuan lebih pentingkan rupa tapi tak semua lah.We can’t expect more than we thought.  Kabanyakkan diaorg akan pilih hati sebab takut dilukai. Even mine pun. In conclusion, as I said earlier, ‘unpredictable love’ ni tak kemana pun. Unless kedua-dua pasangan fight for their love until get married. Macam panjang pula cerita kali ni kan? Haha next time kita sambung cinta yang tak wujud pula. Apa itu cinta yang tak wujud? Adakah kita bercinta dengan bukan lelaki sebenar? Hah satu persoalan juga tu. Seperti rancangan ‘catfish’ tu? So stay tune guys! Hahaha how’s my writing in Malay so far? Is it quite good huh? Hope so lah kan? xD See ya next time! Keep smiling even our life’s miserable! :)

Roar

Helloooooo peeps! Its have been awhile since I didn't update my story aye? Sorry I was busy with job now and of course I'm such a workaholic person. Gotta save my money for things that I wanna buy. Seriously, I'm stressed out :( So much to buy so little money. Sometimes, I do think life isn't fair lol :/ Thinking too much every night make me sick of it. I don't know what actually I'm thinking lol. Thats my biggest problem to be 'ME'. Though, family problems was messed me up. Its getting worst day by day. I feel like I wanna scream and shout *while singing britney's song xD Hm wish I can travel to somewhere I belong. What to do? What to do? Oh btw mom's forcing me to get a boyfriend. Lololol mom, I'm still young and didn't enjoy my life yet. Hihi wait till I turn 25yrs old okay mom? Don't worry I'm not seek for love but let it comes naturally :D
And one more thing, my keyboard class will start next month! Yeepy! I'm the next Yuna lol *so perasan xD
Should do some cover songs from now eh? Playing keyboard is the way I express all my feelings.
So I put my post as ROAR

I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, 

agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing

so I fell for everything

Now I’m floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee 

I earned my stripes
I went from zero, to my own hero

Get ready ’cause I’ve had enough
I see it all, I see it now

 

Latest photo of mine (:

Another day Another life

Hi hi hi peeps! Sorry I've been busy recently cause I'm working already! Oh Yeah! Imma happy kid yo :D Btw I was working at pet shop in Muar, Malaysia. We sells different kinds of animals. Our shop also sell pet food, supplies, accessories, hygienic care, and cleaning.  Our shop commonly sell hamsters, rabbits, guinea pigs, birds, sugar gliders and cats. Well I feel enjoy when I got this job. Here's the photos =)

Panda hamsters! Woot woot

The persian cat! I called it 'The Grey'!

The black!

The cute and adorable rabbits! :D

Kittens!

Touch

Never get tired of doing little things for others. Sometimes, those little things occupy the biggest part of their hearts.

 Be careful not to hurt people, they can begin to love you less. The pain you cause can chisel their hearts, until there's nothing left.

 In life you will realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most important, are the ones that bring out the best in you. Those are the ones worth keeping around.

 Beautiful mosque! Location : Malacca, Malaysia

Another words

Never cry for that person who doesn't know the value of your tears.

 Don't be afraid of change because it is leading you to a new beginning.

 Saying I love you is important, but not enough. Remember, love is a verb, an action word. Sometimes, passive because it happens to us, but also active, because we choose to do it.

Good life

A cup of coffee :)

 Chilling out at Burger King

 A good life is when you smile often, dream big, laugh a lot and realize how blessed you are for what you have.

Moving forward

In an effort to discover who we are meant to be
we must all travel many paths.
Some long, and some short. People join and tag along.
While others only follow momentarily.
 In this changing world it is difficult to know where the paths will take us.
And yet we are compelled to follow each as far as it will go.
Through pain and suffering , hurt and hardship,
we continue hoping for better days where living is effortless.  

Life isn't about winning the race though.
It's about meeting people, making friends living, and loving, and losing.
Sadly nothing in this life is permanent.  
And the people who believe it is are just deluding themselves.
We must make the best of what and who we have in our lives.
And never take these things for granted.
Our friends and enemies make us the people we are today.
And without them we would have nothing.
We need their encouragement and discouragement, help and hindrance, love and hatred.
To continue along these paths, we cannot move forward without both wins and losses.
These things make us stronger, more resistant .

 If  life was easy it wouldn't be worth living.
The challenges make it interesting, they make us try.
They make us fight for the things we love in order to keep them.
But some of those those things will never last.
They fade into the darkness all too quickly into the depths of memory to be treasured or forgotten
Lost behind us on the path to be found by others hoping they will be treasured as we once treasured them.
Memories change, feelings fade, and we are forced to let go of things we once held dear.
We can't let these things hold us back because if we never move forward we will never be happy.
And happiness is the goal of all ! If you are happy with where you are in life, enjoy it .
It may last, or it may not.
Just keep traveling, and living, and learning, and loving until the end

P/s A poem for my two best friends when they broke up with each other. It is also written for everyone else who has ever gone through a bad breakup where they thought they couldn't live without the other person. Sometimes you just have to move on and let them live their lives. You can only hope that someone else will love them as you did and that they are doing well for themselves. 

Think positive :)